Oh and I like how she texts Ellen and says Trent texted her. I hate you. Is it mean to say I hope he breaks your heart? Good.
Bruised And Scarred - Mayday Parade
Sarah Harms is in my bad list right now. She s been talking to Trent. And now apparently they like each other and she gave him her fucking number. I m so pissed. I don t even know what to say. Just once... I wish it was me. She already has two guys after her. Mind you they re assholes... but I have nothing. I ve always had nothing. Just once, I want it to be different. Is that too much to ask? I m actually surprised at how strong I am. With all the crap I ve been through, I should be seeing a psychiatrist or be cutting myself, but I m not. I know I always say I give up, but I never do. I think I may mean it this time. I hate this so much. Why does this always happen to me...