"So uhmmm Sarah wants to know if you like her.... :&"
"As A friend :)"
"Oh ok.. well she just wanted to know cause when she was talking to you about prom...she thought you were hinting at something. And of course I'm the messenger -.-"
"Ummm no... I was just trying to be a good friend and cheer her up by saying she'd fine someone to go with."
Hahahhaahhaahahha I'm so mean! LOL!
So I'm glad I know he doesn't like her like that.
God i'm so evil... I love it >:)
I went to The UG with Ellen, Sarah and Dominique to see FKTC. Me and Dom hadn t seen them since October. We legitimately hung out with them the whole time! We saw Jake first, Ellen likes Jake so I went with her to get a pic. We saw Eric all alone at the pool tables. Then Trent from Remember When joined. And they both said they sucked dick at pool lololol. Eric showed us a magic trick, which Drew totes ruined, haha. Then Eric came back up to us and was like, We re gonna play a game... It s called Teamwork Then I go, You want some pizza, don t you? He had told us earlier that he hadn t eaten. So and Ellen bought him two slices xD He told us a story about his prom and how he ll be 21 next month but everyone thinks he
's like 12. Oh and I pulled a total creeper move. Dom was getting into another prom conversation, and Eric was playing with his now empty plate, and I had my camera in my hand so I turned it on and slid next to him. it would've totally worked if no one noticed, hahah. Then Eric ditched us cause he had to take a smoke so we hung out with Neff at the merch table. Me and Ellen told him about the music video we tried to make and he thought the "Shh I'm a mountain" part was hilarious, so he said if we yelled that when they played he would try and get the rest of the guys to play Dont Let Go. We also told him about Eric's little game. And I saw Neff's tattoo so I asked him what it was. It was a religious tat and then he said, "It needs more work. A LOT of work. So... we're gonna play a game. Its called Teamwork. Everyone pitches in to buy Neff a tattoo." We kept talking and eventually Drew and their merch guy came back from getting food, but Drew went backstage cause he was uncomfortable eating in front of people. Eric tried to scare us but failed epically. But he eventually got us. We each got group pics with FKTC and each one was pretty epic, haha.
When the show finally started, New Royal opened. Caleb, the lead singer had on an 'I <3 Haters' tee it was pretty sickkk. I got some pretty good shots of Addison and Zach too. Next up was Make This Your Summer. The lead singer Keith was wow... His mic stand was right in front of me. Which basically means his crotch was RIGHT THERE. And he kept doing these like squat bounces XD I later found out that the bassist Tyler goes to Butler Tech with me. And no I haven't said anything to him cause I'm scared..
Next was All This Time. They were amazing. Mike the lead guitar was right in front of me. Next was Remember When, besides FKTC they were my favorite band. Jared, one of te guitars, was in front of me and I swear he is a mix of Kade Holloway and Alex Gaskarth. I got a pic with him :) And some awesome pics in general cause he was RIGHT THERE! but seriously, Remember When... awesome. Next up was the amazing Fall Kills The Calendar.Seriously, the guys rocked the stage. You could tell they were in their element. I can't wait to see them again. :)
check out the pics on my myspace: www.myspace.com/chipmunks4lyfe
In other news... Danny totally trashed FTSK and ATL. I was soooo upset and then he laughed... jerk.
Well my phone is dying. I dont have anymore to say. Peace.
I barely know anything about him. I ve learned.
Oh and I like how she texts Ellen and says Trent texted her. I hate you. Is it mean to say I hope he breaks your heart? Good.
Fucking single me out like that. Dont EVER do that to me. Especially when its not just me. Fucking cunt.
I might be going to Cracker Barrel with my mom for breakfast, but plans may change. I am however going to Golden Corral with the fam to celebrate soon.
I'm hungry :/ I had sushi for lunch! I got California rolls nom nom nom and pizza when I got home.
I'm more tired than hungry soooo....NIGHT!!!
As Rolling Stone previously reported, Weezer, Paramore, Drake, MGMT and Ke$ha will headline Bamboozle’s New Jersey fest on May 1st and 2nd, and AFI and Something Corporate will lead the charge at the California event on March 27th and 28th. The ever-expanding Bamboozle is also setting up a Chicago outpost on May 15th with 3Oh!3 and Cobra Starship fronting the bill.
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June 19th Babee!!!
(...cont. when I get to a comp. stupid phone)
I Hate her.
I HATE her.
I FUCKING HATE HER!
Second, time I win fucking free tickets and I cant fucking go. Wanna know why? Cause I'm a fucking minor. Fuck you! Who gives a fuck if they sell alcohol?! Its not like I'm gonna drink it! And I'm a lot tougher than you think. I can handle a drunk college guy. AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and guess what, on top of babysitting my brother and sister. I have to babysit my fucking cousin too! I'm not allowed to touch the fatass either cause they know I'll hurt him if they do. WHY THE FUCK IS MY LIFE SO FUCKING MISERABLE?!!?! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS SHIT?!!!
fuck piss shit bitch
I was able to make it to a lil of Bry's Ustream. I ended up missing all of Idol tho -_-' I missed an hour cause of the chat and the other because of the stupid converter box >:0
I also discovered that I shouldn't flirt. But I won't go into that...
Um... Oh! AyyLucky is following me! You wouldn't know him unless you're on youtube like I am.
Um...I think that's it. Ta!
Oh, last night was also the first night Seth said bye to me :( No, that is not a good thing..
So first off, I was talking to Bry a couple days ago, I asked what he thought I should do in the music biz. He said I should go into marketing then he said I would also be a good manager. That was pretty cool coming from him. But yea, later that day we got him to 700 followers and he went on ustream to show his Pauly D blowout. Of course I miss it. Wanna know why? Because unlike most of his followers I don't have my own computer. I mean, this is the first time I legitimately felt like a worthless street team leader. I feel like I miss out on a lot cause I don't have my own computer. Even an iTouch can get on Ustream! I don't know... but after hearing how great it was I felt like complete shit. I missed soooo much =[ Hopefully I'll be able to see Same As Sunday Saturday so I won't feel as worthless as I do. Seeing as Bry's show is Saturday as well and unlucky me doesnt live in MA...
My dad cancelled plans on me... wtf?! We were supposed to go see Sherlock Holmes, but noooooo!!! He wants to see it next week. Whatever...
Today just sucked so much!
And to top it off, do I get a reply from Tanner? NO! He fucking tweets someone that tweets AFTER me. WTH!!!
That didnt make my day any better.
I'm just gonna go find a dark place and cry. I dont know... maybe I WILL go bury myself in the snow and hope I suffocate.
Fuck my life
I had my first legit competition practice today. I sucked so bad... I went 10 minutes over the time limit. Forgot a crucial ingredient... uhhhh it was bad.
I swear, I am going to kill Mr. Meridieth. I hate him. I hate his class. UGH! I legit wanna shoot myself everyday I walk in there.
Ugh...I am just beyond stressed and aggravated.
And a happy note...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASBERRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
check out her blog! http://sincerelyberry.blogspot.com =]
has some cute friends ( ALL TALLER THAN ME >.< )
This i the winner's http://bit.ly/76gPjV
and this is mine http://bit.ly/8ucnX7
The winner got a buttload of merch from like 5 different bands and I get a bracelet for being "a close second"
I is not a happy panda....
That took me forever to draw !
I finally had a legitimate convo with him
(p.s. Obvs I lied on Twitter, I know you all loves me ^_^ I just really needed him to answer me)
It was really just one big misunderstanding
We were both having bad weeks and took it out in each other :P
We're all good now
We talked for 5 straight hours, lol
Just like we used to ;D
He likes me too >.< heeheehee
I had to force it out of him >:)
But I won!
(speaking of winning Bryant owes me a shirtless twitpic to prove he has a six pack)
Its so funny tho, I was answering Formspring questions all day and Seth kept popping up in them, lol.
Someone said we would look cute together, haha ;D
idk, haha, I'm just really happy right now and hope nothing breaks me down :)
Talking to you made my life a little better, but now you're ruining it. You're ripping me to shreds and you don't even realize it. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't have fallen for someone with depression. You're stuck in the hole you've dug, and every time I throw you a line you pull it in with you.
I don't want to be depressed anymore.
People don't realize just how much they need me when they lose me. Nia realized it too late. Now her life is in the trash and she's categorized as a slut.
I know for a fact I was one of the few people that made you smile. But you just keep pushing me away. I'm gonna try and program my heart to say I don't care about you. I shouldn't be in this much pain about someone who obviously doesn't care about me. Goodbye.
Oh, one more thing. I was crying as I wrote this. Add that to your conscience.
I just want it to stop
I know you dont mean to hurt me
Its your nonchalance thats cutting me deep
My heart hurts
I'm dying inside
I'm trying to get over you
Since that's what you want
I'm trying to lie to you
Since that's what you want
You say no one cares
Am I no one?
I've never been in so much pain
I'm beyond stressed
And all I want to do is cry
Just make the pain go away...
I seriously just might not tell anyone I like them anymore. It never goes over well for me. I'm all confident then I just deflate. It happened first back in middle school.
Cept with that, I was humiliated to no end. But now I'm over it. Sorry, but I dont want someone that sleeps around and cheats.
First, I told him Ellen thought we should go out. He was confused on why I didn't want to tell him that so he was like "why is that bad? I mean I have nothing negative to say. I just live wat to faraway". Then I told him I liked him and conveniently my phone loses its signal... The convo was picked back up this morning. It was all just really complicated and ended up upsetting me in the end.
It was like he didnt want me to like him. He kept putting himself down, acting like he was nothing.
I'm just not gonna say anything next time.
Sometimes, I really hate my confidence.
Everything feels awkward now. But probably only to me...
I'm beating around the bush, you all want to know what I'm talking about. Well... NO! I'm not giving in twice. I didn't even tell them right off. I wrote all the words backwards then put the whole thing backwards... it sounded like s good idea at the time...
So what have we learned today?
That Chloe should keep her mouth shut and obviously her signal disappeared for a reason.
I hung with Ellen, Sarah and Kasey yesterday. We rented House and I'm pretty sure none of us really watched it. Afterwards was just random. Here's one a sample of one of me and Kasey's convos.
Kasey- "Toge toge prriiii!!"
Me-"Pika pika. Pika chu?"
"Charmander charrr... Dude! Charmander sounds like Charlie the unicorn!"
"We're going to Candy Mountain, Charlie. Candy Mountainnnnn!!"
"Shun the non believer. Shuuuuuunnnnn"
Hahahah it was a great night. Oh and some of our funny moments watching the movie
"There's a garager now?"
"Someone missed the potty"
"Ew! My Eye! It touched my eye!"
"I'm being molested." "Want some pie? It'll be our little secret."
Haha, you had to be there
- After Midnight Project
- AM Taxi
- Andrew W.K
- Artist Vs Poet*
- Attack Attack
- Automatic Loveletter
- Breathe Carolina*
- Breathe Electric
- Bring Me The Horizon*
- Closure in Moscow
- Deals Gone Bad
- Disco Curtis*
- Every Time I Die
- Eyes Set To Kill
- Face To Face
- Fake Problems
- Far From Finished
- Fight Fair
- Flatfoot 56
- Four Year Strong*
- Haste The Day
- Hey Monday
- Hot Chelle Rae*
- I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business
- ice nine kills
- In Fear And Faith
- Left Alone
- Mayday Parade*
- Mike Posner
- Of Mice and Men
- Parkway Drive
- Pierce The Veil
- Reel Big fish
- Riverboat Gamblers
- Set Your Goals
- Suicide Silence
- Sum 41
- The Cab
- The Casualties
- The Dillinger Escape Plan
- The Reverand Peytons Big Damn Band
- The Rocket Summer*
- The Sparring
- The Summer Set*
- The Word Alive
- Tip The Van
- We Are The In Crowd*
- We The Kings*
- You Me At Six*
I also emailed Jay about what you'd have to do to be a manager. He hasn't gotten back to me yet. Idky, but lately I've really been wanting to do something in music... Maybe not managing, but something. I can be a Merch Girl for all I care, just as long as I'm in the business.
continued when I get to a computer)
I really dont know what else to talk about...
I'm trying to go to this concert tomorrow. Its Every Avenue, Callahan, The Summer Set, Sparks The Rescue, The Audition and Ian Walsh. I reeeally wanna go.
This was hella pointless brah.
Dude, he said this while we were in the school library. We were dying, haha.
Christa- No! i mean I like em, I just \...
Justen-Ohhh! you can look but you can't touch.
Christa- Conor has three stomachs
Me- So he's a cow
Kenneth- Cow's have four stomachs
Me-So he's a cow
Kenneth- Cow's have four stomachs
Conor- Actually I have six stomachs
Me- See, he's a mutated cow.
Christa- That explains all the nipples.
Alex- So youre a bastard child
Christa- Dont call me that
Alex- but thats what it is
Christa- i dont care, dont fucking call me that!
Alex- Fine whatever
Christa- Just...dont fucking call me that.
Kenneth- you turn right, turn right, turn left, turn left, til you almost his a wall then make an immediate right.
Daniel- It looks like pond water
Casey- Its not! Just drink it. i'll give you a dollar
Daniel- you said it was slimy!
Casey- Its no-- I was joking. Its just a little thick...and green. Chad! Drink this!
chad- What's in it?
Casey- Dont worry about it
Cierra- Now you know its nasty, haha
Jesse- No! No, no! turn around Joey, don't even come in here.
Seth is fun when he's sick, haha. He straight up loses brain cells. I mean he's already random, but the randomness is above maximum when he's sick. Nhat Ha said I should post some of our random convos. Next time I'm on the phone with him I'll see if I remember that.
He played a trick on me, the jerk lol. Unlike most people tho, I didnt believe it. I didn't think he was behind it tho. He just kept laughing and I was like what? Its funny because he acts all innocent, so then you KNOW he did something.
I swear I post more blogs about him then I do myself
I had to email Music.Com again because my cd hasn't come yet. Shawn said it might've been because of the holidays. Uh-huh... And that I should get it this week. Uh-huh... We'll see.
In other news Tanner Howe is drop dead sexy. <3
Since construction is going on, two of my classes were moved. They moved the office to, and now the bell and intercom system is just screwed up.
Today was just bad.
The printers were effing up. I got confused looking for the new classrooms. Just bad...
sexually abused by her father! What a way to end a book!
My dad has been distant lately. I keep saying to myself he doesn't hate us... but how can I be sure?
The song was LA This Time by Phil Bensen. I like anything by Bensen so I'm cool with this.
I also decided to do a song of the month. So I used the second song that shuffled by. And it was Trouble by NeverShoutNever. Also another good choice. This was a song Christofer Drew actually wrote on his ukulele.
I'm not gonna lie, I would have died laughing if either song was a Christmas song, since I don't really take songs off my pod.
But yea, hopefully I can stick with this.
Good morning 2010; Good night 2009
You were a rough year, but a great year :)